it's really been a while, hasn't it?

I'm sorry for not being able to read (and comment) all your nice people's blogs. I haven't forgotten any of you or anything. ♡

I'm currently permitted to a hospital. I've been that for over a month now. don't worry, it's nothing serious or anything. but that means that this blog will go through a hiatus, until I'm released/have gotten better.

I'm back again in a few months, depending on how the treatment might work for me.

I'm looking forward to get back again here, though.

take care, everyone~♡ I'm sorry if I've made any of you worry.

lately, I've been keeping myself warm in the evening while wearing kigurumi. ☆
I want one more... a rilakkuma one, but I have a lot of other things I also want to buy, so I don't think I can afford it right now. but when relaxing in the evening = kigurumi is the best.
I'm thinking about buying an Elmo one, because I have an eternal love towards elmo and sesame street... XD it's not very pretty, but it's elmo.
I'm really unsure which I want, so please help me. XD

I want to make curry rice with tempura for dinner soon. ♡ oh la laa~ I love both things to death, so I'm kinda looking forward to it, haha. it tastes like UUUUH~☆
I've btw decided to not get an eyebrow piercing until after the 13th of October, because of the MUCC concert. it's one of the piercings that gets rejected the easiest (or ripped out... D:), and I don't want that. @D@; but right after, I'll do it!! ☆ (and thenryuponcan be by my side at the same time, even betturrrh.)

I went shopping today~ ♡ I bought a lot of nice stuff, haha. I actually went out in order to buy a new bag, but it was kinda the only thing I didn't buy....... *suicides*
instead, I bought a lot of other lovely things I've wanted for a while, so that's good. ♡ I have a sick obsession with scarfs, and that's quite a bad thing since it's autumn, and you can buy scarfs EVERYWHERE now.... so I ended up buying 3 new ones.. @A@; I also bought a new hat, a really cool t-shirt from Kikstyo, and a fake pair of dr. martens shoes. I've been looking for them in months~☆ I can't afford the real ones, haha.

I think I'm gonna watch that movie "10 Promises To My Dog"..... because yes, I am super annoying and cheesy like that. XDD I want a pet so badly. one of the first things I'm gonna do when I move out, is buying a cat. XD 

I cut my bangs shorter yesterday (which is... almost unnoticeable in the recent pictures because of how it's styled, lol). I was just tired of my right eye being covered by hair, since.. well. @D@; I got bored with it.
annnnd, tomorrow I'm dyeing it and cutting the rest a tad shorter, so it'll be good! =D

no wonder why my circle lenses has been painful to wear lately.... turns out that they expired 2 months ago, or something. XDDD FAAAAILLLL~ so I'm gonna buy some new ones very soon. a pair of black, pair of brown and a pair of.. either green or blue, since that's the colors closest to my own. XD circle lenses = SUPER LOOOVE. ♡

I've recently started watching a new jdrama called "Delicious Gakuin". it's kinda cheesy and seen-before, but quite entertaining anyways. XD

btw... the next entry I'm writing will probably be a little long, but I thought it would be smart to write what's actually going on right now (all the meetings and such).. I'm just gonna explain what's happening, because otherwise I'll feel like I'm lying or something, if I exclude it.. @D@ there's gonna be some changes in my life from now on, but in a better direction (hopefully)... so in a way, it's good news. depends on how you're seeing it. XD hmm, idk. I'm just trying to be positive about it.
so next entry will be long and urgh. XDD you can decide for yourself if you want to read it.

I just saw the preview of zoro's new PV, and UUUURGH I NEED IT! ♡ it looks awesome and... higher in budget, haha. urgh, so many releases in the future, my monies will all be gone! XD but okay, it will be worth eeeet~♡

ONCE I START I CANNOT STOP MYSELLLLF~ okay, I'll do another meme. XD I need to stop this, hahah! it's way too addicting... XD


( meme~ )

ain't this pretty? the changing sky outside was really pretty yesterday. this is right outside my window. ♥ I love colors like these. QWQ;)

I'm sick. I have a gay jungle fever.... ;_______; my face is really heated and I feel uncomfortable. I guess that's a pay-off from being stressed and all the stupid things I have done lately. XD no wonder I'm sick, it makes sense like this.

I HAD THE MOST HORRIBLE DREAM EVER THIS NIGHT!! ;____; when I woke up, I was so confused and out of it. it was horribleee...
well, I'm a huge fanatic of peter pan. and this night I dreamt peter pan got brutally killed. ;___; his guts were ripped out and blood everywhere, and it was a complete chaos. I died in the dream too, if I remember correctly. but I was reborn, and I could hear peter pan sing even though he was dead and it was REALLY freaky...
my mind was totally blasted when I woke up from that dream. peter pan can't die. nooooo.... ;O; *cri* that's terrible.

I'm thinking about booking an appointment at the piercer and get pierced again! *A*;) the bad thing is... I'm split between what I want. SO I NEED HELP; ONE MORE LIP PIERCING OR AN EYEBROW PIERCING?
if I get another lip piercing, I'll get one in the corner of the lip. and the one in the eyebrow... well, as a normal one. XD but I'm torn.. I want both of them equally much.
I'm also thinking about getting smaall sidecuts. 8D not that noticable, but just so I can style my hair better.

and... I don't have anymore time to udate, though I really want to tell some interesting things. XD but I can't right now. I'll do it later. QWQ;) 

goodnight, babies. <333
 

we are special people. 8D CURIOUS GEORGE LUNCH BOX. <3

the meet-up yesterday was really great! <3 I enjoyed it a lot,and there were a lot of awesome people. 
we went to a place called "Den Gamle By" (="The Old Town") and ate ice cream/candy + looked at oldschool toys, and afterwards we hung out in a very pretty park nearby and ate some more. and after that, we ate even more at a vietnamese restaurant. and then we went to a café... 8D now when I think about it, we ate a lot... XD
it was really nice to see people again. ;W; <3

so right now I'm at ryupon 's place, just chillin'. <3 we're gonna watch kannivalism's "apple ching po-po" again now. hohohoh, kannivalism... <3 I'm scared what they will announce the 25th. I really hope they don't disband...;____; I love kei's solo music, but I will reallyreallyreally miss ryou's amazing voice. let's hope it will be good news!! Q3Q <3

anyway, I have had a really great time. <3 how about you guys?

and here's a huge bunch of pictures, AND A VIDEOOOOOO. 8D <3


( here's some pictures. 8D )

I hope you guys are great! <3

whohohoooa, I haven't updated in an eternity! the computer I normally use died some time ago, so I'm rarely online at the moment. sorry for not commenting blogs, but I haven't had enough time.. I will try working on that, after I've written this entry. ♥

there's a lot of things going on with my life right at the moment. municipality, doctors, hospitals and meetings, which are kind of dull and frustrating. but at least something will head in a better direction eventually. ♥ the meetings and all that are not for my family's sake, but for my own. so I hope it will be good for me. @A@;)

I'm going to sleep at ryupon's place this weekend, and saturday we'll attend a meet-up. *W*;)
and I've decided to take Japanese classes again! hopefully, the new teacher will be good.. the last one was not very good at teaching, so many people stopped going there. I don't really think she liked teaching either. XD

I'm really bad at writing entries if I haven't written anything in a while... XD so.. I'll just post a bunch of pictures of what I have been doing + explanations, since it's way easier. XD next entry will probably make more sense, I promise!!  ♥

( what I have been doing for the past few weeks ♥ )

I hope you guys are doing great. try to stay happy, right? *A*;)

vacationnnn, I has it! ♡ (*´∀｀*)ノso tomorrow, I'll go visit my best friend, ryupon ~. our plans; go all Indiana Jones-style and sleep in a tent + alcohol + while it's raining. most likely, we'll also try to freak each other out with creepy stories and shiz. I'm sure it'll be fun. (σ・∀・)σ
hopefully, we'll record some of the things we do together, since there's no other way to describe how we are together. the stuff we do together is... you guys know the tv-show, "Scrubs"? they are just as stupid as those things Turk and JD do together. I love it dearly, I really do ♡

my piercing doesn't hurt that much anymore ♡ I can eat regularly again, so I'm totally stuffing myself, haha. I love food~ ♡ I think I'll make some cute bento tomorrow. 
I'll also dye my hair tomorrowww~ I'm gonna dye it brown again, and then cut it shorter. I have a busy day tomorrow. XD anyway, I think it'll turn out good! ♡

and now for a (short) meme! 8D

List 5 celebrities you would have sex with without even asking questions.
Put all of them IN ORDER of your lust for them. (5 - 1, 1 is the hottest.)
Say which movie/TV show/album it was that hooked you.
Supply photos for said people.
Tag five people!

( and the meme goes heeeeere~♡ )

I look deeeeead and faded, but SPOT SOMETHING NEW~! QWQ;)/ can you see it?
I have gotten my labret piercing! I'm ultra happy about it, I really am ♡ it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would, it only hurt when he thrust the needle through the skin, it didn't hurt afterwards at all. it's kinda sore right now though, since the area around the piercing hasn't swollen up at all, which means the cord is still really long, so I keep biting down harshly on it... which btw is really painful. *cri* XD
I can't eat properly because of it. you all know the size of a normal maki-roll, right? I have to cut it out in 4 pieces, or else I'll chew on the cord... (￣▽￣)ノ it's totally worth it, though!! I'm so happy about it, aaah~ ♡

I've been working a lot lately, so hopefully I will be able to buy some cool stuff next month~ hopefully some Jeremy Scott x Adidas! ♡

we have pink lady apples in the fridge, om nom noommm~ (｀ω´) most people have their apples placed in a bowl or something, but since I really like my apples cold, I store them in the fridge instead. THEY'RE SO GOOOOO~OOOD! I love it.... ♡

my girlfriend is going to Spain this saturday, she's so lucky. @A@ I'm gonna drop her off at the airport, so we have some time together before her flight takes off. I'm kinda glad about that.♡

and if I'm lucky, I can get some vacation from work so I finally have time to hang out with my friends ♡ I haven't hung out with my best friend in ages, so I'm really keeping my fingers crossed!

I also have bad news, but I'm saving them this time, I will probably post it in another entry. @D@;)

I hope you guys are doing well and enjoying the summer~ (and eating watermelonnnn♡ my love.)

watch/hear it!! QWQ)/ I'm absolutely in love with this song~ ♥(´ω`*) and the PV is so amazingly cute/fun! it's basically about an geeky boy, who is awkward around his crush, and then he's taught how to act in front of her, at the LOVE LAB (hence the song's name). CUTEST and most gay ending ever!! definitely not what you expected to happen, I tell you. XD aaawwww.... ♡ I love this song so much!

on the other hand, Kra makes me miss my Laura really badly. D= she's living Japan right now, and she'll first return next year. if komae_yori reads this; ÅÅÅRH JEG SAVNER DIG, YOU AMAZINGLY SWEET HOBO. ;______; sender dig snart et brev (MED MIG I, HØHØ), yup, man går meget og tænker på dig her. *cri* ♡ GURL.

I'm considering whether or not I should get an extra job. I know they are searching for someone at my age at the local convenience store, but I don't know what the salary is yet. I don't know. should I do it? :D I'm just afraid that I might get a little bit stressed, haha~
but if I want adidas/vivienne westwood/jeremy scott, I need 2 jobs at the same time... XD ah, eh~

MUCC is coming to Denmark again!! QWQ)/ I can't wait~ they will peform in Vega, which is not very far away from where I live. October 13 is the date of the concert. WOO! ♡


I think I will go to bed now~♡ hope all you darlings had a great day! ヽ(´∀`ヽ)

waiting for sviine  while she's trying on 2342545 dresses. I'm still in love with my new adidas shirt~ ♡ OOOOH! I've btw bought a new adidas shirt again, and it's SOOOO awesome! Q WQ)/!! I'll probably post a picture of me wearing it... someday. definitely one of my new fav shirts, it's so lovely. AHH, adidas ♡♡♡ boy, do I love you.

woah, this is rare of me! I never post while it's day nor morning, I always post right before I'm going to bed... actually kinda weird. =3 I just prefer to post in the nighttime, so I can write about my day.

my best friend (ryupon ) is coming over to my place today! ♡ wohoo~ the weather is miiighty fine, so we're gonna be outside all time. QWQ it's 27 degrees! that's a lot in Denmark, since it's a Nothern country. anyway, when there's sun, I'm glad (*W*;) aaah~

on the other hand, I'm still shocked that Michael Jackson is dead. I can't believe it, and I don't think I'll get it until after a long time. may you rest in peace, MJ. D: he was beyond awesome..

but now I'm gotta go eat something, or else I'll.. die. XD

( annnnd here's a meme. )

my girlfriend and I went to the zoo today! ♡  annnnnd.... I think I might have gotten a new fav animal, besides munchin and scottish fold cats.... MINIATURE OTTERS. OHMYGOD they were so incredibly cute! (* 0*;) and they kept making these really adorable sounds and they just looked really happy in general.. nawwww. so adorable. ♡
and the baby lions and the baby zebra! Q3Q I want to steal one, haha~
wah, but I had a good day together with her. she's so lovely and sweet. I'm just pretty angry that I didn't have as much money as I thought I had, so I could buy us dinner. I'm happy that this month is soon over, so I can get monies again. there's so many things I want to buy lately. *shot*

one of the things I want to buy is THIIIIS shirt! ♡ I've been wanting a Spongebob Squarepants shirt for quite a while. now I just need to find a site that sells spongebob socks, since... I have a weird love for socks. glasses, belts and socks are my favorite acessories in an outfit~ 8D I know it's quite weird and all, but I really love socks. og det er så her at jeg ved at der er EN SPECIEL PERSON der vil nævne noget om gokkesokker.... (;¨ A¨)/
I love spongebob's logic, and gary is so adorable!! Q3Q I want a Gary too, haha.

I'm really tired, so I'm gonna sleep noooow~and  this entry probably didn't make that much sense. 8D

caramel drops is such a perfect song. I miss baroque.

I'm sorry I haven't commented on any blogs!! ヾ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ I haven't really been on LJ in a week. so I'll tell what I've been doing~

last friday, I went to ryupon 's place and stayed there until monday. I had such a fun time! :D we taped a lot of stuffs we did, but it's like... really weird stuffs. hahaha, I had a crack weekend/monday! ♡ we went to Germany one of the days, and I swear, one of the cafés in Flensburg is seriously LOOOOOVE~ *joy* the best waffles with ice cream ever! I love germany. I want to go to either Hamburg or Berlin really soon!
I also bought a really cute necklace and a brooch with a very big, pink ribbon on, but I think I left them at ryu's place, since they're not in my bag. Q3Q *cri*

then I went home, and after that I slept at my girlfriend's (sho_byo_horyo ) place from Wednesday to Thursday ♡ we watched a bunch of Scrubs episodes, I absolutely love that show! do you guys also watch it? ( * A * )
we also recorded a lot of stuff, since my girlfriend has gotten this new awesome video camera. I want a video camera too~ ( ; O;) but I don't have as much money as I thought I had, so I can't buy one right now, since I'd rather order extensions or a bunch of dvd's/cd's. ♡
I love sleeping with her in my arms and just feel her exhale. I sound like a creep now, don't I? @O@) // heheh.... ♡

after work thursday, I went out to eat together with my sister and my brother~☆ we went to this vietnamese restaurant, and I had a really great time. my brother's car is quite... bombed, though. XD I should take a picture of it, I have no idea how it can be legal of him to drive in it!
annnnd after eating, my sister and I went to see "Antichrist" in the cinema, by Lars Von Trier. whoa, I can't even describe how it was!! like a masterpiece. it was so grotesque that there were times where the hall went so silent that you could HEAR people around you breathing! it was so shocking and... woah... ♡ it's also the best portrait of a broken mind I have ever seen in a movie. you could really put yourself into her character, because of the way it was filmed and all the sounds! whoah. WOAHHHHH ♡ I have no words.
so I enjoyed myself. (*A*;)

annnnnd today, I was together with gurashiera, just chilling at Strøget. I wanted to buy silver hairdye, but they didn't have any, so I ended up buying some blue instead. =D then if I want to get chihiro hair (from ex-eimi–☆, ex-pizzcato. vocalist), I can just do it. /( 8 38)/ AND MELON SOOOODAAAA~my loooove~ ♡ *foams*

and tomorrow, I'm going on a date with my girlfriend, to the local zoo. I'm looking forward to it! ♡ I want to see the penguins, haha~ :D



what have YOU guys been doing? tell me here! ♡

the first time I saw this t-shirt 3 months ago, I instantly fell in love with it. and now I've finally bought it... (●´∀｀●) I love adidas, and I'm so happy when I find other people who also like it.. I'm going to buy a pair of sneakers from adidas tomorrow, too! these sneakes here →☆ s227.photobucket.com/albums/dd156/Shinjino7/☆ (stolen from ryuuji's blog, haha).. I don't know if I'm gonna buy them though, they're quite expensive. what do you think? (ﾉ･ω･)ﾉ I really like them.

yesterday was a really bad day. (/￣□￣) I hope the next days ahead will be better!

when I find people on my size, I get really happy. and when I noticed that Ryou (kannivalism, ex-baroque) was the exact same height as me, I got all YAAAAAY, especially since I really adore that guy ☆ and even better. he weighs the same as me. WOHOO. I find glee in such weird things sometimes... (￣ω￣;)

gonna work really early in the morning tomorrow, so I should probably go to bed. anyway, meme here ヾ（・ω・。）

( I do this too often.. ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/ )
goodnight, cuties. ♡

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA I CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW FUNNY I FIND THIS!!! it's basically zoro's song "KITSUNE" in slow motion, and ryuuji sound like a fuckin MONSTEEEER!! (*´∀｀*) I laughed so hard at this!! the start is not as funny as the rest, the fun first starts at 1:30... AND KGJKLFJSGFKJFJGHKJF PRICELEEEESS. AHAHAHA. ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ how damn sexy.

I made onigiri with tuna today! (σ・∀・)σ it was pretty tasty. onigiri always reminds me of when I was in japan, since I ate tuna onigiri for breakfast most of the mornings in the trains/shinkansen... and now I'm hungry again. I LOVE FOOD... ♡ I want to make salmon onigiri the next time I'm doing this!

gonna go shopping tomorrow, I think~ (・ω・) I really really really want to go crazy and buy bunches of adidas, but arghhh... expensiiiive. ryuuji, why do you influence me so much? (￣▽￣)ノ because of that man, I'm hooked on adidas. he seriously has one of the most awesome styles, in my opinion! ♡
speaking of ryuuji/zoro.. the "timeland" PV has been uploaded on youtube, but sadly - the music is a few seconds behind! I will post a link if someone uploads the correct ver. of it on youtube.. "timeland" is such and awesome song, and ryuuji looks so insanely awesome in it! I btw love yuuya, he's so awesomely dorky and geeky. AHHH ☆ that guy is so much fun.

aaaand after I have been shopping (and invading the adidas store), I will visit my girlfriend ♡ I hope the weather will be great tomorrow.

been eating Pink Lady apples all day, THEY ARE SO DELICIOUUUUUS~ *gnaws* I feel like such a weirdo when I realize that I have a favorite apple label... but seriously, Pink Lady apples are the best apples eveeer. I love them ヽ(´∀`ヽ)

goodnight babies (。・ω・)ノ゛♡

I am a bottomless pit when it comes to eating. seriously.. I have no idea how I can manage to eat that much. it makes no sense, since I'm pretty underweight. 1/3 is my sister's pieces though! (￣ω￣;)

the weather has just been amaaaazing all day ♡ my sister and I went out to eat sushi and later went to the park. I had a really nice, relaxing day, so that's all good~
but right now, my room is so upheated that I'm sure I won't be able to fall asleep again. *shot* I hope it will be just as great weather tomorrow!

most likely dyeing my hair blonde tomorrow  v(｡･ω･｡)v

zoro has just released their first dvd, which contains 3 new pv's (DYNAMYTE FLAVOR, latency snow and timeland ♡), and I almost had tears in my eyes when I watched "timeland". it's not sad in any way at all, it's a very feel-good and happy song and so is the pv, BUT IT JUST WAS SO PERFECT!!! (つω;`) I'm in love with everything about that pv... ryuuji is even wearing wayfarers!
if someone uploads it on youtube, PLEASE WATCH IT~! (*´∀｀*)ノ it's a bouncy, happy song, and the pv is just gloriooouuus ヽ(´∀`ヽ) oh god...
anyone else who also likes zoro here? ♡



I feel so disgusting that I still, even after such a huge amount of it, wants to eat sushi.

GRRRRR (＾ε＾)～☆

I haven't updated in quite a while, haven't I? ☆ teeeeh~ I will start updating more again. the real reason why I'm often not updating, is because I've been more depressed than I usually am, so I didn't want to update. I want this blog to be as positive as possible. I'm trying to recover though~
I will try to update mooore now (・◇・)

TENTENNNNN~TENNNNNNTENNNNN!!! ♡ *swoons* I finally found his new blog!!

I keep having these weird dreams. last night, I dreamt that I went to a britney spears concert, and in the end, she performed naked. and she forced me to lay on this really gross, hairy man.... ( ⊃。Д。)⊃
I also had a nightmare later on, but it was really weird this time. it took place in a sauna....

I'm too tired to write more, I think~(°Å°)

anyway, the rest I want to post is gonna be under a cut! there will be a meme and some more tenten (♥♥♥♥♥)~

how is everyone? ♡

( as written above ♥ )

I've gotten a new layout!! ヾ(´・∀・)ﾉ it's really cute, and I'm happy about it.. thank you so much hanarero and ryupon for taking so much time to do it, I'm really thankful! ★
it's all pink and aww~
besides that, I have also updated my profile!

my birthday was yesterday, and it was quite nice. went to the cinema with my older brother, his girlfriend and my sister to watch "Men Who Hates Women", and it was awesome. there was this girl who played a major part, who just looked like a female ver. of Gara from Merry ヽ((◎A◎))ﾉ pretty damn awesome.

since I'm 16 now, I can buy alcohol legally here ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/ oh oh ohhh. reminds me, ryupon and I are going to Club Faust either Friday or Saturday together ♡ I'm looking forward to it, and I hope to see a lot of nice people there. it's "Jrock Night" there again, so I think a lot of great persons will be there, I know kiko will be there (ﾉ･ω･)ﾉ

a whooole loads of macros I've made Σ(●ﾟдﾟ●) crude language, 8 Mile and Austin Powers reference will occur~.

( and now.. MACROS!! )

I decided to decorate my cellphone, so now I have a Marie theme (from aristocats) going on ヾ(´・∀・)ﾉ the only thing I'm missing now, is a marie phone dangler... if anyone sees one, please tell me! ♡

technically, it's my birthday right now, since it's pass midnight right now /(°O°)\ I'm not gonna be alone, btw! my sister decided to turn down her modeling job, so she could hang out with me. and my brother is coming over early this morning, to eat breakfast and shaz~.

I have done a WHOLE lot of researching on labrets, and I'm sure now; I'm gonna get pierced this week ☆ DAMN YOU TARA FOR BEING MY CURRENT FASHION INSPIRATIONS... nah, it's not just because of him. I just think labrets are cute (*´∀｀*)

hmm, I should probably go to bed now... I have to wake up early and all. since it's sunday (and rainy, probably), I have no idea what to spend my birthday on.
「edit; I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO TOMORROW!!! .... I WILL DEFY GRAVITY!! ヽ(´∀`ヽ) 」

I'm btw going to cut off a few cm of my mullet. I'm just scared that I'll regret it, since it has taken me 2 and a half year to grow it out to this length (゜Д゜) (started out with, what... 2 cm or something.) scared, yes yes! but I'm tired of having this length~

I really want a new layout, I just have no idea how to get one of those fancy ones like all you awesome people on LJ has (´⌒｀q)

goodnight y'all ♡ oh how gangsta

SERIOUSLY, WHY DO I HAVE AN ENORMOUS HEAD? ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ jeeeeeez.... (/￣□￣)  
anyway, the pretty redhead is my older sister, and.. the other one is me, obviously.

I had a very traumatizing experience with squid today. life is kinda... well, bad at home right now, so my sister and I have to make our own dinner in the evening right at the moment ★ went to Sachie, the Japanese food store near me and shopped a lot of different fewwwwd ♡
while I was there, I thought "hey, I haven't tried takoyaki before! I'll try that out!" and bought takoyaki. I SHOULDN'T. *moves on to next subject* ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/

would you guys kill me if I got an eyebrow piercing..? (゜ω｀●)
I am reallyreallyreallyreallllllyyyyy thinking things through about getting facial piercings, and... I am so split between if I should either get;

a) an eyebrow piercing (I'll just get stones there, not a ring)
or
b) a Labret. (the chin, right under the bottom lip) (I'll just get a rhinestone there, not a ring)
please tell me your opinion, since I am pretty wrecked between those two! (つω;`)

also rented Phantom Of The Opera (on my sister's behalf), and Letters From Iwo Jima, since Nino is in it ♥(´ω`*)

and I don't feel like telling any furthaaar ♥

( MEMEMEMEEMEEEEE (б・∀・)б )

whoa, it's been over 2 weeks since I updated the last time... ( ⊃。Д。)⊃ hooooowww did this happen? I guess I just didn't want to update yoo ☆ I'll try updating more again!

I just finished watching the 6th episode of the drama, Shigeshoshi ♡ it's pretty weird and very off from the original story that Mihara Mitsukazu wrote.. I dunno, I prefer the original story way more, the drama is not as beautiful and life-realization-ish as the original script in "The Embalmer". they twisted many of the episodes differently, and there's much more humor in it now, which made it loose a lot of the originality "The Embalmer" has (づ￣ ³￣)づ but I like the show anyway! ♡

I'm going to my girlfriend's birthday party tomorrow, but I kinda want to be just alone right now.. or together with my family. I want to be together with my mom's husband before he returns to the hospital on monday... (I'll post about it in the end of this entry, beneath a cut, since, well..)
but I also really want to see her happy and I want to hold her and gurhghghgrh ♡ but it's a "family birthday party", so I'm actually pretty nervous, because I'm going to meet a very big part of her family... *sweat drop* ヽ((◎A◎))ﾉ
it's gonna be alright though, I'm just afraid if I leave a wrong impression on them, like saying something stupid or doing something awkward (￣▽￣)ノ I am the master of doing that. I'm glad that her mother seem to be okay with me, and her dad too. at least I hope they are, I'm terrified to seem rude towards them (￣ω￣;) 
but I'm looking forward to seeing her smile ♡

I think I might buy a new kigurumi, btw! ヽ(´∀`ヽ) I really want to buy a korilakkuma one, since it's definitely one of my favorites~♪ it's so cute. I want to go to a kigurumi party someday!

OOOOH!! and.... I really love pingu. yes, that little kiddie penguin which was always in the tv when you were smaller and dfkhfgdfgh aww ★ I ended up seeing a lot of episodes some days ago, and now I'm heavily in love with pingu. he's so cute! ♡

AND TARA HAS UPDATED HIS BLOG AGAIN!!! omg, I'm so glad! ♡♡♡ and ryuuji has too, he hadn't updated for over a month, but he's back now, and... GKSDGSDJ ♡ but I'm so happy to see tara's face again, after such a long time ♡
I'm such a tara whore, haha. he's one of the loveliest bassist ever, in my opinion ♥(´ω`*) I miss him, but I don't think he will return to the music scene ever again... at least, there's 176BIZ and Panic Channel to listen/watch him in then (*´∀｀*)ノ

( my mother's boyfriend has cancer in his brain. )